new beginnings

So as we can tell I did not go back to ct. Probally for the best since it seems that my aunt will be ok. im working on starting life here again. I need to get a job, but since i have a touch of agoraphobia and anthrophobia it wont be easy. I have been trying to go out more like downtown and stuff and it seems to be helping a little, but i still have trouble talking one-on-one. i have no idea what kind of job i am going to get, but because of my age i doubt i am going to get one that limits the amount of people i talk to. anywho ill talk to yall l8r byebye ***

The Return

sup party ppl?

I might be going back to CT. The people have to approve it first, that i can take care of my cousins until aunt honey gets better. If i do go back i know i have to be more strict about what goes on because i the girls need to know that if they keep messing up and they misbehave to badly, they will probally be taken away. I hope that doesnt happen and if me being strict is going to keep it from happening then thats just whats going to have to happen. I hope aunt honey gets better soon, i dont want her to be sick. But no one ever does, right?

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Regret

I feel really bad. My aunt got sick after i left. It has nothing to do with me leaving, but if i had been there i could have helped and made sure my cousins were ok. Hey cousins...if u read this, please be good. I dont know qhat else to say on this subject, so byebye

Welcome Home

sup ppls?

so...i made it home. thats right the plane didnt crash and i didnt get lost. Its kinda weird being back home, but i hope everything will turn out good. I got to start looking for a job asap...FUN! but right now im just gonna sleep and play video games for a little bit. It still sucks that i have to share a room with my little sister but oh well at least i dont have to sleep on the couch right? anywho ima go play my game now. l8r ***

Countdown to departure!

Okey doke,

So later on this morning, in about three hours in fact, i will be leaving for the airport where the culmination of my worry waits. Will i have an uneventful trip, comfortable and worry free listening to Disturbed, or will it be throughly embarassing and uncomfortable while again listening to Disturbed. the upsides? it will only be 4:45 hours, and either way, i still get to listen to disturbed! lol. anywho im extremely nervous. I bought my sisters some presents, i hope they like them. Ima try to get mia madre something at the airport maybe. so yep this time tommorow i will be home! hasta luego ppl!