new beginnings

So as we can tell I did not go back to ct. Probally for the best since it seems that my aunt will be ok. im working on starting life here again. I need to get a job, but since i have a touch of agoraphobia and anthrophobia it wont be easy. I have been trying to go out more like downtown and stuff and it seems to be helping a little, but i still have trouble talking one-on-one. i have no idea what kind of job i am going to get, but because of my age i doubt i am going to get one that limits the amount of people i talk to. anywho ill talk to yall l8r byebye ***